The book of John Doe

You remain sat before your desk, the candle trembling in its pool of wax. Shadows ripple across the parchment like waves over a dark sea. The quill in your hand feels heavier than a sword. Your mind full of apprehension.

When you seal the letter with your signet, the wax hardens into a decision that will define the rest of your life. You whisper, almost without meaning to, “So be it.”

Weeks later, the gates of Zalenice open for you. Marble gleams like frozen dawn. Courtiers bow, musicians play soft as breath. The Emperor stands at the center of his world — tall, silver-robed, ageless. When his eyes meet yours, you sense both command and curiosity, as though he sees in you not a subject, but a mirror.

“You have chosen wisely,” he says. “Together, we will shape the destiny of nations.”

You kneel, feeling neither pride nor submission, only the stillness that follows surrender.

Time flows differently in Zalenice. The city hums with ambition — streets lit by alchemical lamps, scholars arguing beneath gilded domes, airships gliding above the palace towers. You walk among them as minister, adviser, and friend. The Emperor listens when you speak; he values your temperance, your memory of the soil.

Moravice thrives under imperial guidance. Roads stretch across the plains, markets bloom, and the people who once called you rebel now name you protector. You return there when you can — the river still sings, the olive trees still whisper. The scars of war are fading, replaced by laughter and trade.

When you ride through its gates, you feel a quiet pride. Not triumph, but harmony — a sense that you have balanced two worlds and found peace between them.

Yet some nights, when the palace grows silent and the stars burn sharp over the desert’s edge, you still think of Margaret. You do not curse her name, nor beg memory to fade. You simply feel the ache of something unfinished — a song that never resolved.

You tell yourself it was necessary, that destiny demanded it. And yet, when you close your eyes, you still hear her whisper, Come with me. Live. Love.

You cannot. Not anymore. Duty has hardened into life itself, and you are too entangled in its roots to move.

The Emperor grows fond of you. Together, you draft decrees that reshape the Empire — freeing serfs, codifying law, founding academies. Claudius listens with the patience of one who has already foreseen every argument. His mind burns with vision; his tongue weaves reason into faith.

At first, you are wary. You watch him for signs of tyranny — but none appear. He rewards loyalty, honors wisdom, punishes cruelty. You begin to think perhaps he is what he claims to be: not a despot, but a gardener of civilization.

The Empire blossoms. Borders expand without bloodshed. People speak of an age of light.

Still, sometimes, as you study Claudius’s face in council, you wonder: is light itself dangerous when it forgets the comfort of shadow?

Years pass. You marry a lady of the court — kind, eloquent, gentle as spring rain. Her laughter fills the empty corners of your heart that even glory could not reach. Together you raise three children: a daughter who reads the stars, a son who speaks to horses, another who paints the world as if it were reborn each dawn.

Their presence anchors you. They are your reflection now — not the distorted one you once saw in broken mirrors, but a living, breathing truth.

When you are older, Claudius asks you to walk with him through the palace gardens. The air smells of cedar and rose. “Do you ever wonder,” he says, “whether we are right?”

You glance at him, surprised. “Right, Majesty?”

“In our choices. Our order. Our peace. I’ve given men prosperity, but perhaps I’ve taken something from them too — their need to question, their hunger to decide.”

You think for a long time before answering. “Perhaps truth doesn’t vanish under order. It only changes its reflection.”

He smiles faintly. “A reflection, yes. I suppose we both have lived among mirrors.”

Decades drift like snow across the years. The Empire stands firm; its laws endure. Your counsel shapes its heart. When foreign kings write to Zalenice, they write also to you.

And yet, even as your renown spreads, a quiet humility settles in you — the knowledge that greatness is only the visible edge of uncertainty.

You realize that Claudius is neither savior nor oppressor. He is a man of fire — and fire, when contained, warms; when loosed, consumes. You chose to stand close to the hearth. Others chose the cold. Both choices were true.

And as dawn spills over Moravice, you whisper,
“Perhaps truth was never meant to rule us. Perhaps it only wished to live among us — reflected, broken, and whole all at once.”

Now, as your hair turns white and your children rule in your stead, you return once more to Moravice. The city glows in twilight — no longer conquered, but reborn. You walk along the riverbank, where the water catches the setting sun like molten gold.

You remember the words you once whispered in despair: All mirrors are broken.

Now, they sound different. You understand that mirrors were never meant to stay whole — that truth, when shattered, becomes infinite.

You look at the faces of your people, at your children’s laughter, at the calm horizon of your city.

You are not god. You are not omniscient.
You are simply human — one grain among many, reflecting light from countless others.

And you are content.

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THE END

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Read the summary of the path you forged for yourself.

soyjuanma86

I'm a writer born in Argentina, but currently living in Poland. I work as an English and French teacher, translator and copywriter.

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