The book of John Doe

The parchment curls, blackens, and crumbles to ash. The wax seal melts into a red smear, like blood upon coals. You watch in silence as Margaret’s words dissolve—her pleas, her apologies, her ghosts. The fire consumes her, and with it, the last trace of that chapter of your life.

You turn from the hearth, exhaling the weight of memory. The crow within you ruffles its feathers, restless but silent. There is no time for love, not now, not ever again. Not when Moravice stands on the edge of war.

The reports arrive before dawn. Claudius’s armies have begun to move—legions advancing across the western plains, supply lines forming along the river routes. Scouts bring news of fortifications rising near Drevanyn. The Empire is stirring.

You summon your council. The great hall fills with commanders, ministers, and advisors, their faces pale in the lamplight. “The time for words has ended,” you declare. “Claudius tests us. We will answer.”

Orders spill from your lips like fire: fortify the river crossings, rally the eastern banners, send riders to call the levies. Workshops switch from plows to blades; blacksmiths work through the night, sparks like stars against the anvil’s iron sky.

And yet, amid all the motion, you remain calm. Love, sentiment, regret—all are luxuries long abandoned. You have seen too much loss, too many graves. The deaths of your parents, the betrayals, the deserts, the fire—they have forged you into something beyond longing.

Weeks pass. The first skirmishes come swiftly: Claudius’s outposts crumble beneath the precision of your strike. The people cheer in the streets as victory banners fly, though you take no joy in them. Each triumph is only another step in the grim arithmetic of survival.

Varek stands beside you in the war council, steady as ever. “If we strike now,” he says, “we can take the southern forts before the thaw.” You nod, already calculating supply, distance, and loss.

Night falls. You return to your chamber, where the ashes of Margaret’s letter still rest cold in the hearth. You kneel, brushing a hand through them. There is no anger, no grief—only finality.

You rise, slipping on your cloak. Outside, the banners of Moravice ripple in the wind, their colors bright against the dusk. The empire you have built stands poised upon the edge of history. Claudius may have the throne of marble and gold, but you—you have the hearts of men.

And so you march to war, alone but unbroken. Love is ash, but legacy endures.

Then, one day, the messengers come again. Their words chill your blood: Claudius offers peace. Not honor. Not equality. Not recognition of your freedom. Only vassalage — a formal subjugation, thinly gilded with courtesy. The city would survive, yes, but at the cost of its autonomy, its independence, its soul.

You call your council once more, the lords gathering around the polished oak of the hall. Their faces are weary, lined with both sweat and calculation. The room is thick with tension, as though the very air knows the weight of the decision.

“The Emperor offers peace,” you begin, your voice low, measured, yet carrying the urgency of truth. “It is not flattering. It is not equal. It is vassalage disguised as courtesy. Accept it, and Moravice survives, but it is no longer ours. Decline, and we risk all we have built — our lives, our people, our lands — in a war we cannot be certain to win.”

A murmur runs through the assembly. One lord shifts uneasily, his hand brushing the hilt of his dagger. “You know what he commands,” he says. “We cannot match his armies again. Our men are weary, our coffers nearly bare. The city will survive this year, perhaps another, but for how long?”

Another voice rises, quieter but sharper: “And what of honor, my lord? If we bend now, what signal do we send? To our neighbors, to our children? To the people who have bled for this land?”

Half the council leans toward caution, toward survival; the other half remain neutral, weighing the risk, uncertain of their loyalty when the moment of truth arrives. Only one stands firm — a young lord whose eyes still carry fire. “Freedom is the soul of Moravice,” he declares, voice unwavering. “We swore allegiance to you as our protector, not to the Emperor as our master. If war comes, I will ride at your side, and I will fight.”

You study the council, each face reflecting fragments of fear, ambition, and pragmatism. You hear again the echoes of your desert mantra — the lesson that truth is never singular, that mirrors are always broken. Each lord’s loyalty, each soldier’s courage, each citizen’s trust is a reflection of your choices. You are the center, but not the whole.

The question is laid bare before you: survive and compromise, or risk all for freedom. Accept the vassalage, and Moravice endures, but its spirit bends. Refuse, and the Emperor’s wrath will descend with certainty, and you cannot be sure even those who now sit with you will not falter.

You pace the hall, hands brushing against the stone walls, cold as the weight of your decision. Your mind flickers to the shard of black glass, to the signet, to every choice you have made since the dunes of your desert ride. All mirrors are broken, you recall, but now you understand: brokenness does not diminish truth. It reveals it in shards.

The room is silent. Even the wind outside the battlements seems to wait. You sense that whatever you choose, it will define not only the fate of Moravice, but your own understanding of courage, loyalty, and destiny.

You consider the path of compromise — vassalage, peace, security. It is safe. It preserves life. But your heart trembles at its cost: a city ruled, but not free; a people protected, but not sovereign.

You consider the path of defiance — open war, uncertainty, potential ruin. It is dangerous, perhaps fatal. But it carries the possibility of freedom, of truth unbound, of a legacy forged without chains.

The young lord watches you, unwavering. You see his reflection, a shard of clarity in a hall of fractured mirrors. One life, one choice, one spark.

And then you speak, not to the council, but to yourself: “To live fully is to embrace the shards of reality, to see the reflections of all who trust us, and to act in accordance with what our heart recognizes as truth.”

The lords lean forward. Some nod, some frown, some shift in the weight of their hesitance. The answer lies not in them alone, nor in the risk of battle, nor in the Emperor’s gaze. The answer lies in you — the keeper of Moravice, the heir of forefathers, the bearer of choice.

You feel the desert’s mantra echo, not as words, but as understanding: that destiny is not given, it is forged. That truth is not found, it is chosen. That even in the face of overwhelming power, one’s own path remains the only ground where courage can take root.

The council waits. The candles flicker, shadows leaping across maps of rivers and walls and faraway plains.

And you know: you must choose.

….

You accept the Emperor’s peace offering, signing the terms with a steady hand so Moravice may breathe and rebuild beneath the thin gilding of vassalage.

…..

You decline the Emperor’s demand and set every banner to the wind, ordering the trumpets and the forges: prepare the city for full war.

soyjuanma86

I'm a writer born in Argentina, but currently living in Poland. I work as an English and French teacher, translator and copywriter.

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