The book of John Doe

You sit alone in the quiet of the study, the weight of the parchment in your hand pressing like lead against your chest. Outside, the harbor’s bustle drifts up faintly—the calls of dockhands, the creak of rigging, the distant splash of oars—life continuing, indifferent to the turmoil brewing in the world beyond Aldebryn’s walls.

Margaret enters, her presence gentle but insistent. She places a hand on your shoulder, feeling the tremor in your grip. “You’ve been silent for hours,” she says softly. “What news?”

You turn the parchment over, smoothing its edges, as if the simple act of touching it could make the threat less real. “Claudius,” you whisper, the name tasting of ash and smoke. “He supports Ignacjusz now. If our blockade fails, if Moravice falls fully under their sway…” Your voice falters, the implication choking you.

Margaret’s eyes harden, but her hand does not leave yours. “Then we act differently. We do not confront them in force. Not yet. But we must protect ourselves, and each other.”

The thought of sending Margaret away, of isolating her from the danger you now face, twists something cold and sharp inside you. She has stood beside you through exile, through the desert, through the silent betrayals of Moravice’s streets. And yet to stay together now is to court death. You feel it in the silence between your words, in the cold edge of the wind that slips through the cracks of the stone hall.

Night falls, heavy and indifferent. You light a single candle and watch the flame shiver, seeing in it the fragile line between hope and ruin. You imagine assassins sent under Claudius’s command, shadows moving in the corridors of your home, blades reaching for your chest. Every laugh in the city, every cheer from the harbor now feels like a countdown.

Margaret sits opposite you, her hands wrapped around a mug of spiced wine. “We’ve survived worse,” she says finally. “Moravice tried to take you from the world once. And yet you’re here, breathing, thinking, planning. Whatever Claudius sends, we can endure it—together.”

You close your eyes and picture the streets of Moravice, the silent betrayal of empty banners, the loyalists hiding in cellars and attics, praying that you will act. You imagine Ignacjusz’s triumphant smile, knowing that the empire now backs him. The boycotts, the careful economic strangulation, all pointless. Your hands clench into fists.

“I can’t leave you,” you admit, voice low and raw. “And yet I cannot bear the thought of us dying because of my pride, because of my bloodline.”

Margaret leans forward, her eyes searching yours, unwavering. “Then we survive differently. We hide, we mislead, we wait for the moment Claudius does not anticipate. We are not powerless. But you must promise me one thing.”

“What?”

“That no matter what happens, we do not betray each other. If the world forces us into corners, if death comes calling, we face it with our own terms. Together. Or apart—but never with fear controlling our choices.”

You swallow hard, the taste of salt and iron in your mouth. “Together,” you say, the word both a vow and a prayer.

For weeks, Aldebryn becomes a city of careful shadows. The emissary network in Moravice continues to trickle reports, though now each letter carries the weight of inevitability: Ignacjusz consolidates power, loyalists fall prey to bribery or fear, Claudius’s influence seeps southward. Every day is measured, each step calculated. You organize decoy shipments, fabricate business plans, and shift wealth under layers of secrecy. Yet always, the thought of a blade in the dark, of Claudius’s men crossing the harbor walls, keeps your mind taut as a bowstring.

One evening, while you and Margaret walk the cliffs overlooking the sea, the wind tearing at her hair, you speak the thought that has haunted you since Claudius’s letter arrived. “If it comes to it,” you say, voice rough, “if they send someone to take me, to take us… I do not want you harmed. You must leave, and I will face them alone.”

Margaret stops, her gaze sharp, fierce as the ocean below. “And leave you? After everything? I will not survive knowing you fight alone while I hide.”

“But if I live and you fall…”

She steps closer, lifting a hand to your cheek. “Then we die together. And if the gods are merciful, they find us in a world where we could have laughed, loved, and plotted our revenge—not hiding in fear.” Her lips press briefly to yours, not with softness, but with steel. The taste of salt from the sea mingles with the fire of her resolve.

The first threat arrives days later. A rider appears at the harbor gates, cloaked in the insignia of a distant lord, claiming urgent news from Claudius himself. You receive him privately, Margaret at your side. The man bows, his eyes flicking with caution and calculation. “The emperor sends word,” he begins, voice low, “that Ignacjusz’s position is secure. And that any who oppose him… will be dealt with.”

You feel the pulse of danger press against your ribs, but you mask it with calm. “And those who resist quietly?”

The rider hesitates, betraying a flicker of doubt. “They… they do not exist. All who resist are either bribed, exiled, or executed.”

You dismiss him with courtesy, but as he rides away, Margaret’s hand finds yours. “We knew it would come,” she whispers. “And yet it has arrived sooner than we thought.”

For nights afterward, the threat of assassination shadows every decision. You no longer walk the streets unguarded, no longer meet emissaries without preparation, no longer sleep without one hand near your dagger. Every knock at the door, every whisper in the hall, makes your heart leap. You have become a lord not in victory, but in anticipation of the loss that may come.

And yet, in that darkness, a plan forms. You cannot challenge Claudius openly—his reach is too great, his power entrenched. But Aldebryn is yours, the harbor, the merchants, the ships. You realize that survival itself can be a weapon. If you can remain unseen, maneuver unseen, and let Claudius overreach, then one day, the moment will come when Moravice is vulnerable again.

Margaret leans against you one morning as the sun rises over the cliffs. “We are trapped between fear and action,” she says softly, “but perhaps it is in the waiting that we find our strength.”

You nod, feeling the truth of her words in your bones. “Then we wait. And we prepare. For the day when exile ends, and we return—not as fugitives, but as reckoning.”

The crow that had once stirred restlessly in your chest now circles above, its wings broad, unhurried, a silent witness. You feel it there, not as warning, but as promise. Whatever Claudius sends, whatever Ignacjusz commands, whatever fate may demand, you and Margaret will endure. And when the hour comes, Moravice will remember—the lord returned, unbroken, and unbowed, with the woman who refused to let fear dictate their lives.

And for now, that is enough.

But one gloomy day, just as dawn breaks thin and grey, the lookout’s cry cuts through the harbor: sails on the horizon, a dark line swelling where sea meets sky. For a moment the world narrows to the slow, inexorable glide of Claudius’s ships—black hulls breathing fog into the morning—and your stomach drops as if the sea itself has turned on you. Men on the quay fall silent, boats pause mid-haul, and even the gulls seem to hold their wings. Margaret’s hand tightens in yours; you feel the tremor of her fear and the steadiness of her resolve in the same grip. All the preparations, the spies, the decoys feel suddenly brittle and small. To abandon Aldebryn now would be to cede the city and every life within it; to stay and fight risks not only your head but hers, and the people who have trusted you. The choice hangs between you like a drawn sword—and for the first time since exile, you must decide without the luxury of patience.

…..

You leave and live to fight another day.

….

You stand and make this city your last stand.

soyjuanma86

I'm a writer born in Argentina, but currently living in Poland. I work as an English and French teacher, translator and copywriter.

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